How smart women use their beauty - European and American fashion icon

How smart women use their beauty
My feelings and the cause of the decline because I am beautiful. I am petite, handsome face, body white.

I have two questions puzzling:

1. Good man in the end thinking? Beauty easy to marry well. May prefer tall men here, a good wife gave birth to capacity, this petite girl and I have no one would watch a little. Several times the boys favorite face to face I suggest, take the initiative each other without having any meaning. To this end I am very upset, to further probe about him, but because of the embarrassment of face active opening. My heart is very anxious, but not shown. I am not a bold-type girls, some men take the initiative to eat such a thing for me to be prohibitively difficult. I am not the type they like, but I do not want to miss the seemingly good man, in the end be the means used to fight for it themselves? Around some of the women looks ordinary, but because the body and a hot on the show to see the Nan Ren smile captivated countless fans man, I fail to understand why, on the vision, she higher than I look, on the concept of money, her reality than I am, of scheming, she was deeply than I shrewdness. Not to say that men prefer a simple, kind, beautiful young beauties? Why do I encounter a man's spouse had a view of the next month I lost array? I would like to know, good man, what kind of heart in the end like a woman ? in what way they like women to get along with him?

2. First joined the unit, causing a gust of wind, my colleagues said that units in to the beauty. But their does not seem to enjoy the so-called beauty can bring any benefits and convenience, but also because the beauty of identity by female colleagues envy jealousy hate. Encounters such a thing, I always awkward smile, it feels as if nothing had happened or something, do not want them to think that I was "beautiful." Can not are effective, as an introvert, does not smooth things over, every time I can not find words to respond to this embarrassment. I gradually came to feel alienated everyone.

Beauty of the hat to be put on my words and deeds have been infinitely enlarged, business did a poor job was said to be "vase" for not being sufficiently enthusiastic to be said to be "cold", not outgoing personality was said to be "pure" ... ... overwhelming negative comments. If beauty by beauty in the entertainment star Bo host, beauty can bring many benefits to their career development, in this era of beauty one wants to be, why my career because I was beautiful and the decline? If it is beauty, How should she use her capital to be smooth and cause feelings of happiness?